Er .. Alone ? :') I just need him ..

Hi readers . Sorry for no update for a long time .
Just because of my house's line .
Kinda Sot . @@
It got internet access but can't online ?
I have no idea what happen to the modem .

Some feelings about friendship now..
Mood super down ..
Someone betray me ?
I have no idea about that .. I guest xx xx or xxxxxxx ?
I hate live in this world.
I don't know why ..
I cant believe Bi and Ca .
Or .. I think SY cai shi my true friend ?
But i hate if she tell CJ her thingy but me ?
She never care ? Sometimes i think like this .
Argh . I hope my school life fast start .
Sorry guys . Im bad ..
Sorry . Really sorry .. Szeyen and Jia . ?
I just want to be a normal , simple person .
It's true .

Argh . I am sucks fan now . /.\
MinJed , sorry if i before said you or something ?
Forgive please ? Nevermind if you want to laugh me . :)
Bye . Have a nice dream . :)